Row 20362

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Absolutely. When my mom was on hospice care she had a moment of lucidity which she looked absolutely terrified. She knew she was going to die soon in that moment. Seeing that killed me. And yes. She struggled with depression prior to diagnosis and when we look back. She actually probably started to lose it a few years earlier she was just able to hide it from us. So. Sad.and the rates are just climbing in terms of people getting diagnosed with this I think it’s definitely got to do with the food we eat. When I told my sons about it their first response was ‘are we gonna get it too. ?’ So sad. I said no you don’t have to worry about that now. Of course I worry about myself getting it since I’m her daughter and her sister has it too. It’s terrifying. I watched my mom turn into a baby. I was changing her diapers three times a day. Taking showers with her to wash her and blow dry her hair. I don’t want my kids or anyone else to have to do that for me. We tried to keep her dignity to her by putting some make up and getting her hair done but it’s just so crazy how they become a completely different person. My mom was a powerful woman. Self made woman. Who came from nothing. Then to see her excited and in a wheel chair. Her former self would have never been okay with that. Sorry for the long message but I was her caretaker for ten years. I spent all of my twenties basically helping my dad take care of her. I feel it kind of robbed me of having my own identity. And when she died my father fully expecting me to care take for him which I was fully willing to do. I was so close with my dad. Unfortunately he was alive one day and gone the next he had a massive heart attack three years later. As an only child I am an orphan. I’m no longer a daughter. Such a big difference between slowly passing swag over a long period of time versus wake up one day and boom gone just like that. If I had to choose I’d definitely choose the latter. Anyhow sorry for my rant thank you if you read this far. Shout out to all the grieving people who have had major loss. This article was awful to read but I am an organ donor. Some people say they will not try to save you as much if you show up as an organ donor and that might be true. But I can’t see any other way. Sorry for the rant I’m done

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