Row 6745

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So on January 1st 2018 I was gang raped at a party. Someone added a sedative to my drink that caused me to have no recollection of the evening. For a long time I had no memory. From there things in my life started downward spiraling. I was drinking more, partying harder, my sex drive had increased. Which are normal signs of someone who was gang raped. Regardless if they don’t remember, the body keeps score. Around this time I was hanging out with an older woman I know that had pretty much “taken me in”. She would set me up by getting me drunk at parties. At the parties I would be blacked out and wake up the next morning with no memory. I would often ask her to remind me of the events prior to the evening. One day she took me to a friends home. He was an older fellow. While we were sitting in the living room and he was packing a bowl. I was already drunk and they kinda made sure they kept me rambling. Anytime I would focus too long on his hands another person in the room would intentionally get me talking again. There was one second in particular I could’ve sworn I saw him sprinkle something white in the bowl. I checked the bowl myself but didn’t see anything, it was already burnt from the people who smoked it prior to me. From that day on I started suffering with severe paranoia, emotional breakdowns,my body was craving what I thought at the time was weed, my weight deteriorated so did my mental health. Hanging out with her became a chore. Somehow I always ended up drunk and out for days at a time with no real keep up of time. At the time I really just thought I was going crazy and started struggling with mental health. Eventually I ended having one big mental breakdown in front of the entire city and the girl never talked to me again. I stopped hanging out with her which ultimately led to me drinking less if at all. I continued to smoke weed off and on but eventually decided at that time to quit everything all together because I was trying to regulate my nervous system which ultimately felt out of wack. Even though I quit my body always had a craving for something. I started hanging out with a different group of people some similar happened only this time I blackout out and dissociated for about a year. Fast forward to July of 2019 I’m laying on a pissy carpet apartment floor in Oregon that has a notice to vacate, no water, or electricity. Trying to figure out how I ended up there and why tf I didn’t remember anything. It is now 2024 I haven’t gotten my full memory back but I got enough of it back to remember all the moments I was being laced, all the people involved and even discovered that the sex trafficking ring I had escaped was world wide. Not only that but these past two years I’ve discovered that people put me online on a bunch of different escort sites and I’m still being sold. I’ve tried going to the authorities. I’ve tried thinking I was just crazy and checked myself into a mental home. I learned I’m actually not crazy but try and tell myself I am so that the fact that my life could very well be in danger and if something bad did happen to me no one would ever know.

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text So on January 1st 2018 I was gang raped at a party. Someone added a sedative to my drink that caused me to have no recollection of the evening. For a long time I had no memory. From there things in my life started downward spiraling. I was drinking more, partying harder, my sex drive had increased. Which are normal signs of someone who was gang raped. Regardless if they don’t remember, the body keeps score. Around this time I was hanging out with an older woman I know that had pretty much “taken…
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