Row 52765

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Job has made me reach my breaking point

I (24M) am just in a pit of despair currently, i left home and came to the US for masters education in CS. I was and still am very passionate about computer science but due to the job market i only had 1 offer. The company i work at is extremely toxic, there is no freedom, a strict 9-5 curfew, no off-site and at the same time there is no guidance. I was under the guidance of 2 people, both of them quit last month. Now my bosses boss is my boss and he understands nothing about CS and how things work. I want to learn more at my age since this is my first job, i dont even mind the work. I love CS and IT, my friends are all working from home and living a much easier life then me. But i am the lowest paid in a city with the prices of California. I work so much yet i am not able to save anything. I cannot quit because of visa restrictions. I am applying but i have lost all confidence and hope, this company has utterly drained my soul, i cry everyday because of this. I have educational loans to pay off so i cant quit and go back to my country because i know that i wont be able to come back here. I am really talented engineer and i love science and i want to keep this flame burning a little longer but my company is doing everything in its power to make my life a living hell. What do i do? If i go back home, thats a huge financial burden on my family, i also love the US, everything here is so much to my liking but i get no time to enjoy any of it. This is the center of innovation and I am an innovator, i want to do science and work with like minded people. What do i do?

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text Job has made me reach my breaking point I (24M) am just in a pit of despair currently, i left home and came to the US for masters education in CS. I was and still am very passionate about computer science but due to the job market i only had 1 offer. The company i work at is extremely toxic, there is no freedom, a strict 9-5 curfew, no off-site and at the same time there is no guidance. I was under the guidance of 2 people, both of them quit last month. Now my bosses boss is my boss and he und…
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